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Caring by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Caring

People are so bitter They get so lost in defending the pointless That they lose sight of what matters. My generation loves to argue We love it so much we argue points that aren’t ours Screaming and yelling about things we don’t even care about Or know about All for the sake of being right. We argue so we can prove ourselves If we can win an argument then we think it makes us superior And proves our worth. But the way its done today is not true arguing. Today the one who can talk the loudest Or the one who can cut the other person off the most Is the winner. We no longer actual think about what we say No longer discuss the topi

You by ShadowsxSins, literature

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You

You're the one... The one who causes all my pain. You've ruined my life. Cursed my heart and torn apart my soul. Eighteen Years and still you push me away and then ask why I'm gone. If only I could tell you this. Then maybe you would know that you are the reason behind the mask. Wishing is not for me, I've tried that for far too long. And still nothing has changed. Maybe just this one last time I'll wish upon a star, or pray to some unknown god, and I'll be my best so I can ask Santa. But it's so hard to be good when you sit in the corner of my mind telling me all the things I've done wrong. All the things I am no good at. Const

Hello by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Hello

Good morning sunshine. Look at the lovely sky filled up blues, purples, pinks, yellow. So many vibrate and lively colors fill that empty space we can't see just beyond. Take a step back and think. We're so small, so empty in meaning with the whole world, the whole galaxy, the whole cosmos! But don't let that define you. You are not small, you are not unimportant. You and me? We come from the stars. Millions of billions of trillions of stars, burning so bright in the skies. They're just like you and me. Same stuff we are, no way around it. The stars are inside of us. And we will burn bright no matter how small we are to th

Poetry by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Poetry

Poetry is not just words in a line in an order in a rhyme. Poetry is a symbol of longing meaning anger happiness sadness emptiness tiredness peace. Poetry is nothing and everything Poetry shows us what the cold hearts around us block out. Poetry heals the wounds others inflict. Poetry is a part of me a part of you a part of us all. Poetry is not just words in a line in an order in a rhyme. Poetry is life.

Have you ever by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Have you ever

Have you ever stopped to feel the rain at 3 o'clock in the morning? Have you ever breathed so deep it hurt? Have you ever truly felt a touch so sincere it made you sore? Have you ever walked in the forest with your feet bare? Have you ever sung a song so true to you it made you cry? Have you ever lost yourself so completely you couldn't help but laugh? Have you ever been loved? Have you ever cared?

Tell me. by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Tell me.

Someone tell me I'm pretty. Someone tell me I'm smart. Someone tell me I'll be rich and famous one day. Someone tell me something to make me smile. Tell me another lie that you don't believe to comfort me. Tell me a story about a lost girl who found her way to console me. Tell me about better days around the corner to keep me off this destructive path. Tell me what I am. Because clearly I'm not allowed to form my own opinions of the world.

Fear by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Fear

She cringes when you reach out your hand You don't understand what she wants She cowers when she hears your name You just want to talk She can't bear the sight of your face You just want to be her friend She won't hold your hand, won't touch you You just want her close She won't come too near because of fear You think she's afraid, Afraid of you… Little do you know She loves you, too

Try by ShadowsxSins, literature

Pride by ShadowsxSins, literature

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Pride

He cheers and boasts about his skills caring only simply for his pride he only wants attention attention no fellow will deny him until one plucky bird stepped up and challenged him ' We'll see whose best, indeed we will I challenge you to jumo with me the first to fail to land up right will be the least superior So come dear cat and prove yourself against a silly bird and prove your prideful way are not all lost in vainty' now pride is good to have you see, too much though is dangerous and mister cat discoverd this only once it was too late and that day he run away with his tail between his legs

What if you knew when you would die? by ShadowsxSins, literature

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What if you knew when you would die?

"Today is the day. My last day." Ive been having chronic headaches, and I've been awefully tired lately. I've been wobbly for a while, and I have a lump behind my ear. What if I have a brain tumor? What if I really only have one month to live? What if I dont get to say goodbye to everyone I love? I don't know how I feel about all this It's still to soon to process I keep on think this could be me One month to live No way to fix my broken body Loss of speech, Loss of balance, Loss of motor skills, Loss of everyhting. And I think to myself I have no one. I don't have anyone who will feed me the pills to take away my life

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About ShadowsxSins

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Jan 1
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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My mother always told me to 'believe', she would never explain or say anymore than just 'believe'. And here I am, believing in others, in the world, in myself.

"Hey. I'm a quiet girl and I try to fit in way to much.
Lately I've found myself looking at the world around me and I realizing I don't like what I see.
I don't like who I've become as a person.
Or who I've been hanging out with.
I don't like the way I am treated."

So here I am. Two years older, and maybe two years wiser. I'm 16 and I currently love my friends, who fill me with nothing but joy and I am proud to say I no longer have any drama in my school life. I'm single because I don't make permanent decisions on temporary feelings. I have pets and a brother and a mother and father just like everyone else. I don't get along with my mother or my brother. And my father is no longer part of my life.

I am at school learning to be a hippie, and love it because were outside every other day. I love the winter, and the oceans, and the trees (hippie in training remember?). I hate pop music, a.k.a. Justin Beiber, Nicki Minaj, Lady Gaga, Ke$ha, etc. But I don't have a problem with other people listen to them as long as they don't try and force me to listen to it. I do enjoy music from One Republic all the way to BFMV....(Bullet For My Valentine)... even some country ;0

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ShadowsxSins

Sep 30, 2012

CLick to add title. No.

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If I were you, I'd rather to be me.

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ShadowsxSins

Jun 28, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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It never goes away, the loneliness, it just gets easier.

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ShadowsxSins

Apr 22, 2012

Ugly

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I'm ugly. On the outside, which isn't bad because it keeps away the superficial people. But I'm ugly on the inside, too. And that keeps away everyone else..